Ronda Rousey has finally made her first television appearance since her shocking UFC loss to Holly Holm. Rousey sat down on The Ellen DeGeneres Show to discuss her mindset going into the fight, the early blow she took to her face and not being able to gauge exactly where Holm was in the octagon. She also went on to reveal just how devastating the defeat was for her, even going so far as to say that she contemplated killing herself during the aftermath. Ronda ended the interview by assuring Ellen that she will indeed fight again, as she specifically wants another shot at Holm.

“I still feel that I’m undefeated, because being defeated is a choice,” she added. “Everybody has losses in their life, but I choose to be undefeated.”

Press play above to see the emotional exchange, and then make sure to check out Rousey’s Sports Illustrated Swimsuit 2016 cover.

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